June 25, 2019
As a leader, I denounce and renounce favoritism and indifference concerning God's people.
I recognize that sheep are to be cared for, labored over, protected, equipped… directed and led lovingly at all cost to your will. I recognize that I have done harm to the "least of these" at times and stand before you as a SON with a rended heart — repentant and receiving your forgiveness RIGHT NOW!
fully accept responsibility for my behaviors, attitudes, actions and the consequences of those actions. You Christ, showed know favoritism on the cross or upon entrance into the eternal Kingdom. You Christ stood for all… showing no indifference even unto the thief on the cross. I have been given much and much is required of my now. I REPENT and accept full forgiveness for shutting up heaven to your people.
I heed your woes.
I desperately need your righteousness.
I desperately need a new understanding of the kind of love you give and the kind that is required of me.
I repent for being a scatterer… a defender of the CIRCUS and its ACTS.
I DENOUNCE THE CIRCUS and the favoritism and indifference it creates among your people. I denounce the depth of division I have had a hand in creating, perpetuating, nurturing in thse environments.
I repent for creating social systems of the haves and have nots among the people. I repent for hardening my heart for some and opening it up for others. I repent for calling people ugly, fat, worthless… and all manner of shaming and bullying over the pulpit. I repent for arrogantly allowing and enjoying the CIRCUS as they cheered me on… and fortified my unglodly behavior and obvious unChrist-like demeanor. I repent for making people believe that my words, actions and behaviors were stamped and approved by God. I INITIATED AND PERPETUATED the circus… and have served as both ringleader and accomplice… teaching things that are no where in your word either by example, pattern, direct language, revelation or added insight. YOU GOD… are here with me right now, just… and forgiving.
I repent for causing people to bleed, for gutting the hope of people… for standing by an ignoring abuses committed under the CIRCUS TENT. I recognize that these behaviors coming from me are root signs of idolatry as I defend and stand for people over you. I recognize that I have spiritually justified my behavior… entering into the great self-deception, and blindness caused by the CIRCUS.
I understand that there is something in me that enjoys this and likes it… and stands as perversion in which I now recognize, and see for the evil that it is. I repent knowing that RIGHT NOW you are just and forgiving… and that even for me, there is no condemnation in Christ for my rended heart.
I DENOUNCE THE CIRCUS.
I RENOUNCE THE CIRCUS.
I DENOUNCE MY ROLE IN IT AS RING LEADER/CIRCUS MASTER.
I DENOUNCE MY ROLE IN IT AS AN ACCOMPLICE AND COMPLACENT SIDEKICK… LIKE A SIDE CHICK.
I DENOUNCE PULPIT BULLYING.
I DENOUNCE BULLYING IN PRIVATE LEADERSHIP MEETINGS.
I DENOUNCE MY DOUBLE LIFE, DOUBLE MINDEDNESS, DOUBLE PERSONALITY TOWARD YOU, YOUR PEOPLE.
I DENOUNCE USING THE PLATFORM I HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO EXALT MY PERSONAL OPINIONS AND THE TRICKERY OF CONVINCING PEOPLE IT IS GOD SPEAKING.
I reject the hireling syndrome in me, the Diotrephes syndrome… REVERSE-JUDAS SYNDROM IN ME….
I confess that the fear of the Lord is not with me…. and that I am in desperate NEED of the fear of the Lord. HOLY SPIRIT perform that first work in me as a SON… so that my sonship is sure, solid… effective…
I CONFESS THAT I HAVE CALLED EVIL GOOD AND GOOD EVIL! Help me distinguish good from evil within MYSELF!
I denounce the witchcraft, manipulation, control… the playing with and manipulating of scripture that I have practiced. I recognize and denounce the mixture in me… striving between bitter and sweet. I denounce compromise… as a leader…
I declare that my eyes or open to my behavior and disgusted by it. I declare that I have violated the most sacred covenant of watching over and tending the sheep in YOUR PASTURE… and built a pasture of my own making.
I HAVE BEEN A HIRELING… AND I NEED A TRANSFORMATION! And you Lord… are answering my heart's cry now.
I declare that I am receiving a heart transplant from you right now in the name of Jesus. I declare that I am rended and broken in the ways that matter TO YOU… and that the CIRCUS TENTS… and all the associated circus acts have come down in my heart. BUILD AHAVAH (covenant love) IN ME FROM THE FOUNDATIONS. I long, RIGHT NOW, to be found worthy of my vocation… In Jesus Name…
CHOOSE THIS DAY….
Matthew 22:34-40
John 10:11-18
Romans 2:11-16
James 2
JOHN 13:35
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